Love, Is the mother of all misery

So first off The Chipmunks movie was AWESOME!!!!! Much more so than I expeced. As soon as the movie started me and Shelby started laughing at the fact that the Chipmunks were sing "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter while they stored nuts for the winter. Tis was super cute.

Wednesday, me and Collin went to Taco Bell since we got out early. It was kinda weird. I haven't really hung out with him in a long time due to....well I don't really know why and I don't think he does either. We just kinda drifted, which is sad cause we used to be close. Well I probably won't see him till February at Ikkicon due to the fact that I am now in Success. Yes I fail at life (according to Keith and Candace) but it's going to help me get two jobs so I can pay 'dem bills.

So I've developed a weird crush on Zach Braff. :/ I don't know why but his acting makes me happy... I hate actors. No matter how many times people say that "Actors are people too" they are STILL unattainable. Plus he's like 32 which honestly I personal don't mind, truth be told I like 'em older (but not freaky) but reality still likes to kick my ass.

THIS is why I should stay away from books and TV because I have a hard time separating reality and fantasy. Not that I can't I don't really really don't like too. I've spent most of my life pretending to be someone else, to live someone else's life. Because frankly mine sucks. And not in that annoying teenager way, where I think my parents are sooo mean they make me do the lawn and don't let me go to concert and blah, blah, blah. Mine really hasn't been anything like a life should be BUT I'm not gonna start bitching. Point is I often find my self... "day dreaming" if you will. I am CONSTANTLY getting stuck in my own little fantasy world and I often get emotionally into it. Zach Braff is my current example. Kinda. It's hard to explain, so I won't. Just know I'm not getting a weird obsession were I would like stalk him and collect his hair. No. Way. I TRY to stay away from all creepiness in life. Fantasy or reality. 

On a different note I got me a Nintendo Ds lite. It's black, red, and SEXY! I love it. It sleeps next to me ><

THAT brings up something else I want to talk about BUT later. 

OH and I just read the most beautiful story ever. It's a Scrubs fanfic called Changeling. I can't even view it as a fanfic cause it's just soo  Even though it put JD and Perry together (weird) I LOVED IT. Amazing.