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Saturday, December 22, 2007
Love, Is the mother of all misery
So first off The Chipmunks movie was AWESOME!!!!! Much more so than I expeced. As soon as the movie started me and Shelby started laughing at the fact that the Chipmunks were sing "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter while they stored nuts for the winter. Tis was super cute. 
Wednesday, me and Collin went to Taco Bell since we got out early. It was kinda weird. I haven't really hung out with him in a long time due to....well I don't really know why and I don't think he does either. We just kinda drifted, which is sad cause we used to be close. Well I probably won't see him till February at Ikkicon due to the fact that I am now in Success. Yes I fail at life (according to Keith and Candace) but it's going to help me get two jobs so I can pay 'dem bills.
So I've developed a weird crush on Zach Braff. :/ I don't know why but his acting makes me happy... I hate actors. No matter how many times people say that "Actors are people too" they are STILL unattainable. Plus he's like 32 which honestly I personal don't mind, truth be told I like 'em older (but not freaky) but reality still likes to kick my ass.
THIS is why I should stay away from books and TV because I have a hard time separating reality and fantasy. Not that I can't I don't really really don't like too. I've spent most of my life pretending to be someone else, to live someone else's life. Because frankly mine sucks. And not in that annoying teenager way, where I think my parents are sooo mean they make me do the lawn and don't let me go to concert and blah, blah, blah. Mine really hasn't been anything like a life should be BUT I'm not gonna start bitching. Point is I often find my self... "day dreaming" if you will. I am CONSTANTLY getting stuck in my own little fantasy world and I often get emotionally into it. Zach Braff is my current example. Kinda. It's hard to explain, so I won't. Just know I'm not getting a weird obsession were I would like stalk him and collect his hair. No. Way. I TRY to stay away from all creepiness in life. Fantasy or reality.
On a different note I got me a Nintendo Ds lite. It's black, red, and SEXY! I love it. It sleeps next to me ><
THAT brings up something else I want to talk about BUT later.
OH and I just read the most beautiful story ever. It's a Scrubs fanfic called Changeling. I can't even view it as a fanfic cause it's just soo
Even though it put JD and Perry together (weird) I LOVED IT. Amazing.
Wednesday, me and Collin went to Taco Bell since we got out early. It was kinda weird. I haven't really hung out with him in a long time due to....well I don't really know why and I don't think he does either. We just kinda drifted, which is sad cause we used to be close. Well I probably won't see him till February at Ikkicon due to the fact that I am now in Success. Yes I fail at life (according to Keith and Candace) but it's going to help me get two jobs so I can pay 'dem bills.
So I've developed a weird crush on Zach Braff. :/ I don't know why but his acting makes me happy... I hate actors. No matter how many times people say that "Actors are people too" they are STILL unattainable. Plus he's like 32 which honestly I personal don't mind, truth be told I like 'em older (but not freaky) but reality still likes to kick my ass.
THIS is why I should stay away from books and TV because I have a hard time separating reality and fantasy. Not that I can't I don't really really don't like too. I've spent most of my life pretending to be someone else, to live someone else's life. Because frankly mine sucks. And not in that annoying teenager way, where I think my parents are sooo mean they make me do the lawn and don't let me go to concert and blah, blah, blah. Mine really hasn't been anything like a life should be BUT I'm not gonna start bitching. Point is I often find my self... "day dreaming" if you will. I am CONSTANTLY getting stuck in my own little fantasy world and I often get emotionally into it. Zach Braff is my current example. Kinda. It's hard to explain, so I won't. Just know I'm not getting a weird obsession were I would like stalk him and collect his hair. No. Way. I TRY to stay away from all creepiness in life. Fantasy or reality.
On a different note I got me a Nintendo Ds lite. It's black, red, and SEXY! I love it. It sleeps next to me ><
THAT brings up something else I want to talk about BUT later.
OH and I just read the most beautiful story ever. It's a Scrubs fanfic called Changeling. I can't even view it as a fanfic cause it's just soo
Even though it put JD and Perry together (weird) I LOVED IT. Amazing.
Monday, December 3, 2007
Nightmare
When darkness comes
And the light it leaves
The shadows come, they come for me
They dance and play
They hurt me and I scream
But I won't send them away
Becuse they love me
Monday, April 9, 2007
Vampiric Demon?
Why did you join the dead?
Was it something they said?
Was it the evil in their eyes?
Or was it their hurtful lies?
Why did you listen to their hate?
Did you think it was your fate?
Why did you turn to their side?
Did something lure you inside?
Your heart, turning pitch black
Devilish wings on your back
The evilest look on your face
There is no smile to be traced
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Well this was ment to be like a prolog for a story I am going to attempt to write (instead of my English paper 
I've decided my Vampires will have wings and be smexy as hell
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Lost
So I might be moving.
My dad no longer wants to put up with my mom.
The only reason we know she cheated is cause she confessed that they kissed but she kept insisting that they only kissed once and that they are just friends and blah blah blah. But my neighbor who hangs with my mom said they they do.....stuff that i dont want to think of my mom doing.
Plus she keeps telling everyone that my dad is this horrid guy so everyone thinks he is going to get violent and hurt her. Which is bullshit when they fight shes the violent one. She is such an attention whore!
This is going to be a stressful spring break.
My dad no longer wants to put up with my mom.
The only reason we know she cheated is cause she confessed that they kissed but she kept insisting that they only kissed once and that they are just friends and blah blah blah. But my neighbor who hangs with my mom said they they do.....stuff that i dont want to think of my mom doing.
Plus she keeps telling everyone that my dad is this horrid guy so everyone thinks he is going to get violent and hurt her. Which is bullshit when they fight shes the violent one. She is such an attention whore!
This is going to be a stressful spring break.
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Life makes me laugh
My mom cheated on my dad.
Besides my home life getting more shitty than it already was, I can no longer find comfort in the person I could before because they no longer care. I'm not sure they ever cared but even if it wasnt true I liked being able to confide in them.
Now its hard for me to look at them
Besides my home life getting more shitty than it already was, I can no longer find comfort in the person I could before because they no longer care. I'm not sure they ever cared but even if it wasnt true I liked being able to confide in them.
Now its hard for me to look at them
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Family = <3
It's been awile....
Thanksgiving was werid as hell. Half my family now thinks I'm gay -_-...mainly 'cause I told them I was to get them to shut the fuck up. Anywho the next day me and Collin went to eat at IHOP with my crazy family before heading off to the mall to meet Jenny. I got a hair straightener....Um...yeah
So this christmas I got a laptop. IT SOO SMEXY! My brother got a Wii . I also got an mp3 player from my uncle John! So I like have no reason to ever get out of bed again since I got wireless :P Took us forever to figure out how the hell to turn it on.
Anywho I have a new obsession and OH MY GOD have I been obsessing. I like can't get enough!!!
ITS NARUTO X SASUKE
Thursday I went a saw Happy Feet with Shelby. Then after we came back to my house and ate at Taco Bell. Then we went to the park and talked about our furture together (non sexual). It was great.
Also found out that one of my guy friends was raped last week. This got to me real bad. Rape is something no one should ever have to go through. It makes me feel so useless cause all I can do is "be there" for him. I want to do more!! I want to take his pain away. If I could I would take his pain and make it my own if it would help. Oh well.
Thanksgiving was werid as hell. Half my family now thinks I'm gay -_-...mainly 'cause I told them I was to get them to shut the fuck up. Anywho the next day me and Collin went to eat at IHOP with my crazy family before heading off to the mall to meet Jenny. I got a hair straightener....Um...yeah
So this christmas I got a laptop. IT SOO SMEXY! My brother got a Wii . I also got an mp3 player from my uncle John! So I like have no reason to ever get out of bed again since I got wireless :P Took us forever to figure out how the hell to turn it on.
Anywho I have a new obsession and OH MY GOD have I been obsessing. I like can't get enough!!!
ITS NARUTO X SASUKE
Thursday I went a saw Happy Feet with Shelby. Then after we came back to my house and ate at Taco Bell. Then we went to the park and talked about our furture together (non sexual). It was great.
Also found out that one of my guy friends was raped last week. This got to me real bad. Rape is something no one should ever have to go through. It makes me feel so useless cause all I can do is "be there" for him. I want to do more!! I want to take his pain away. If I could I would take his pain and make it my own if it would help. Oh well.
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