Sunday, September 17, 2006

The High in my Life

So today was really fun...


Me, Jenny, and Collin all went to eat at TacoBell after school. I got to "talk" to Mason who I haven't really talk to in awhile and Jenny made a mess    



Anywho so after that we went and visited Collins old apartments which was kinda cool cause I'v alwasy wanted to go in there. After that we went to the part but there where little kids so we went and sat down in this grass thing and took ugly/cute pictures





Then like after some of the kids left we decided to go play and we all went on the slide together which, when you think about it, wasn't the best idea. We when we went down, SOMEHOW, Collin ended up sitting on my hair and me and Collin have BAD communication skills apparently so I'm pretty sure a BIG clump of my hair is like... still there. Anywho after that I got a headach and got dizzy. Like when you are lying down for a long time and get up fast and like for a second your head hurts and you gett really dizzy, I had that. So Collin and Jenny had to help me walk home which, once again, not one of the best ideas cause Jenny needs someone to help her walk 24/7. (LOVE YOU JENNY) So jenny tripped and I tripped and hit my knee on the sidewalk so now my knee is just this one BIG burise. So when we got home I felt a bit better so we went on my trampolin and just kinda died on it. After awhile we started talkin, or rather, Jenny and Collin started talkin and I just sat there having urber amounts of fun palying with Collins hair. But then, of course, my mom has to come end it.


DEATH TO HER

Wednesday, September 6, 2006

*Ignore*

*~I didn't think it was possible to love you than I already do but everyday I prove myself wrong because I fall more in love with you as each day goes by.~*


[[ I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, Talk like everything's perfect, Act like it's just a dream, and pretend he's not hurting me. ]]


You Hold Me [Together] When My World Falls A p a r t


WHEN JUST THE THOUGHT OF LOSING HIM BRINGS TEARS TO YOUR EYES THEN U KNOW ITS REALIf



You Don't Understand My Silence....You'll Never Understand My Words.

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This is what I do so I dont have to listen to my english teacher make a fool of herself

Monday, September 4, 2006

Superman Died

You know I keep hearing of these people dying and yeah, you hear about it all the time but this time...I dont know. Steve Irwin's death just got me really thinking about how short life really is and how cruel fate is. I always viewed him kinda like a superman, doing all the crazy shit that he did and you know its like he is the LAST person you would evey expect to hear had died but...he's gone. What if tomorrow you or me or the person thats sits across from you in math just died, as in stopped breathing. What would we regreat. What would have we done diferently. What if today was your last day being alive. What would you do? What could you do now so that, when the time comes, you have no regrets.I wonder what Steve regreats. Maybe that he didnt get to see his son's 5th birthday, or his daughters wedding.For the past 4 years or so the only thing I lived for was Harry Potter. Although it sounds lame it kept me going. Wanting to live on to see what happens next. Now that the final book is soon due. I have other reasons to live. Friends who truly care, and all that jazz. But what if that was taken away. What if death came unto them.I truly dont know how to take this.Surperman died